Sunday, January 23, 2011

cahaya

erm..xtw decision ni tpat ke tak...ak benti keje..rase x thn da keje sales..pnat..bkn bg ak gemok, tp wat ak makin kurus..sengal..da la ak kurus dah..

erm..ni bkn psl keje..ak rase sedey sgt..hard to xplen...even ngan alin, ak x bg tw.... lin..ble ko bc ni, ak nk ko tw..ak sdey lin, ak xtw nk ckp cane..ak xnk ckp thru fon..ak jaat lin.. lin...ak xtw nk wat ape..ak blurrr..ak takot..linnnnn...ak nanges pon..mcm xde gune..ak rase susah lin, ak da brubah lin..ak takot lin...lin..ak xsuke ak skarang, ak takot ngn diri ak sndri...ak takot... ak takot ngn diri sndrik..ak takot..

ble ko msg ak, cal ak nti, jgn tnye ak psl ni, ak xsedia nk cite.. korang pon same..bile korang2 sume kontek ak, jgn tnye ak psl ni..

by cahaya aka nunan (mulai skang, pgl ak cahaya, ak nk cahaya dlm idup ak, gelap sgt ni rase, walaupon ak suke tdo dlm gelap, tp ak xsuke idup ak gelap. ak takot..)

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